I woke up pretty pissed off at myself this morning, so I poured out all the whiskey I bought on Sunday. I wasn't feeling good that day and I know whiskey helps with that, so I bought some. However, the all-day headache from drinking it just isn't worth it.
Last night, I saw myself on camera having a sip during the Livestream. TBH, I didn't like what I saw and I don't want my kids to see that either. I had been ok with it and now I'm just not anymore.
Finally, it feels like I'm failing myself, my family and this community. I hate failing. Hate it worse than I love succeeding. My plan is to keep alcohol out of the house and not drink. I'm a big fan of not drinking Tim vs drinking Tim these days.